I'm still standing

:')

I'm still standing on the same place even after all these years.

I thought you will say goodbye as a friend but you just keep your distance. and I'm running away from you because I feel ashamed of myself. I'm such a foolish girl.

Dental school survivor

Assalamualaikum & Hi!!

Alhamdulillah, I passed my final exam!! :)

Alhamdulillah 1000x

Dah tak payah duduk jordan lagi. tak payah carik patient. tak payah deal dengan arab. tak payah drama dengan patient. tak payah kempunan nak makan makanan malaysia and the list goes on. because............ I am now a dentist and will be back for good. *senyum sampai telinga*  

Four years ago, I never imagined this day would come. Why four years? Because during my first year in UNIKL, my life was so happy. But after I went to Jordan, only Allah knows how much I hate this place.

Slowly I start to realised, Jordan wasn't really that bad. Tak kenal maka tak cinta bak kata orang dulu-dulu. This place taught me a lot about life, Islam, friendship and love. I'm not perfect yet, but I believe that I am a better person than I used to be four years ago (: 
but of course not in term of physical laa hahaha.  

Okay la,nanti sambung tulis lagi sebab ada junior nak datang amik barang. Dah keluar result,baru berani nak jual barang-barang hehe. Byee :D

Final exam dah habis

Assalamualaikum & Hi!!

Alhamdulillah, final exam dah habis :)

Sekarang tengah dup dap dup dap tunggu result keluar hehe. 3 minggu yang sangat panjang dan stress aku rasa dalam hidup aku. Everyday ada paper lepastu pulak aku kena allergy attack sebab jordan tengah change season from spring to summer. So,coffee and panadol became my best friend.  Tahu je side effect dia tak elok but I have no choice. :(

Tapi bersyukur sangat dapat groupmate yang sangat baik. Everyday before oral examination,kitorang kena quarantine dalam satu bilik supaya tak terserempak dgn orang yg sebelum kitorang. Sebabnya, Doctor takut soalan exam bocor haha. Masa dalam bilik quarantine tu kan,semua orang tak selfish langsung.. Kitaorang discuss ramai2 dgn budak arab sekali and ramai sudi ajar aku last minute sebab banyak sangat aku blur huhu. Alhamdulillah,most of the time soalan yang aku dapat mesti ada kaitan dengan info yang diorg baru je cakap hehe. Thank you korang :') 

Sekarang ni,tengah busy nak kemas rumah sebab parents nak datang Jordan. Yeayyyy!!

Please doakan kitorang ahli group 6 semua lulus dan dapat graduate sama-sama. In shaa Allah 10.6.15 will be our graduation day. 

You Don't Know Me

My new jam. I love Micheal Buble song :)

Michael Buble - You don't know me (with Lyrics)

You give your hand to me

Then you say hello

I can hardly speak

My heart is beating so

And anyone can tell

You think you know me well

But you don't know me

No, you don't know the one

Who dreams of you at night

And longs to kiss your lips

And longs to hold you tight

Oh I'm just a friend

That's all I've ever been

'Cause you don't know me

I never knew

The art of making love

Though my heart aches

With love for you

Afraid and shy

I've let my chance to go by

The chance that you might

Love me, too

You give your hand to me

And then you say good-bye

I watch you walk away

Beside the lucky guy

You'll never never know

The one who loves you so

Well, you don't know me

You give your hand to me, baby

Then you say good-bye

I watch you walk away

Beside the lucky guy

No, no, you'll never ever know

The one who loves you so

Well, you don't know me

Mini Birthday Celebration and Pre-Graduation Picture

Assalamualaikum & Hi!!

Ni nak cerita pasal hari sabtu pulak. Pagi tu, tetiba aten hantar mesej suruh datang rumah before ambil gambar unikl. Rupanya,aten masak pulut kuning!!! Aku memang happy gila-gila time tu..terus hilang semua stress hehe. Sebenarnya aku dah pesan awal- awal dekat diorang,  Don't give me anything on my birthday because I have everything that I need. I don't even want a birthday cake. I just want to eat pulut kuning with rendang ayam because thats my favourite and that's it. Tapi aku tak expect apa-apa pun sebab aku tahu pulut tu susah nak buat and everyone is busy. Rupa-rupanya budak budak ni dah ada plan belakang aku..Sweet betul diorang ni. Thank you guys ;)

Sedap sangat sangat sangat

Lepas makan terus pergi ambil gambar UNIKL. Ni first time complete 36 orang after 4 years. It's amazing how fast time flies by and you don't even realize it. Ada yang dah kahwin pun sekarang hehe. Less than 3 months,budak dentist dah grad. Lepas tu,tak tahu la bila lagi boleh kumpul complete macam ni *habuk masuk mata* 

First time datang jordan, aku kena culture shock teruk. It feels so hard to adapt to the environment. Everything was so different compared with Malaysia. But diorang ni yang banyak tolong masa tu. Alhamdulillah,I'm still here until now. I love all this girls so much :)

Girls Power!

Sekarang memang musim ambil gambar graduation kot. Aku pun dah tak tahu berapa banyak gambar aku ada. Padahal final exam pun belom lagi haha. InshaAllah yang amik gambar tu semua dapat grad sekali ,Amin. Sekarang kita upload gambar labcoat dulu,nanti grad kita upload gambar pakai jubah ek..

Just-Mestech

My Clinical Group for 2 years - Group 6

**Dear you,
It feels weird seeing you again after months. But I'm dying out of curiosity, why would you think that person is me? 

22.3.2015-27.3.2015

Assalamualaikum & Hi!!

Minggu lepas minggu yang paling busy untuk aku setakat ni. super duper busy.

Important Clinics, Exam, Birthday, Reunion unikl all in one week.

[22.3.2015/Sunday] Clinic Conservative Dentistry

Kalau hari ahad, aku confirm akan stress sebab ada clinic cons huhu. Sepatutnya last appointment RCT diba last week tapi sebab gigi patient dia tu ada problem sikit, diorang sambung minggu ni. Alhamdulillah diba siap jugak sebab aku dah la tinggal 4 minggu je lagi weii nak setelkan RCT case. T_T

Petang tu, baking time!! haha actually masa weekend tu, tiba-tiba rasa nak jual cupcake. Diba pun semangat gila so dia terus post dekat group amik pre-order. Nasib baik laku. cuba kalau takde orang layan,segan weii huhu.

Aku start bake pukul 6. Ingatkan Isyak dah boleh siap bake tapi aku lupa satu benda. Lupa nak beli extra Cupcake pan hahaha. Kiranya,aku boleh bake 6 pieces je at one time. Total aku kena bake 70++ pieces. End up pkul 12 malam baru habis bake. Frosting aku buat lepas subuh esoknya sebab takut cream cheese rosak. 

My Cupcake. 3 for 1JD haha

[23.3.2015/Monday] Clinic Oral Radiology

Clinic yang paling relax sebab aku dah setel presentation and requirements. Petang tu,ada lecture dekat just. Malam tu busy sikit sebab kena study material untuk clinic paeds esok and material exam surgery.  

[24.3.2015/Tuesday] Clinic Pediatric dentistry

Hari ni turn aku buat pulpotomy. Sepatutnya last 2 weeks aku dah buat pulpo tapi bila dah habis 
remove caries,rupa rupanya cavity tu tak touch pulp. Doctor kata bagus sebab aku berjaya conserve the 
tooth tapi aku tak happy.. sebab susah nak dapat case pulpo huhu. Anyway, setel jugak pulpo 
requirements. Patient aku tu sangat comelsebenarnya. Tapi kalau start je buat kerja,terus tak 
cooperative. So,everything jadi slow sebab nak pujuk dia stop menangis dan suruh bukak mulut. 
Akak pun rasa nak menangis sekali adik oiii huhu.

My Paedo patient.

Balik clinic,aku dah tak larat terus tidur. Bangun-bangun, pelik kenapa banyak sangat notification ni. 
hahaha lupa Malaysia dah tengah malam. It's my birthday!! :) Kejap je happy sebab lepas tu aku terus
kena study for exam. Bilik aku paling hujung.so,wifi signal tak reach. Memang terpaksa la focus study 
haha.

Ada orang buat suprise hehe

[25.3.2015/Wednesday] Clinic Surgery and BIRTHDAY

Serious kalau bukan sebab orang wish,aku tak ingat pun birthday aku. Otak aku lagi risau exam surgery sebab material dia banyak nak kena ingat dan susah. Clinic hari ni aku dapat cabut remaining root lower left molar. Itu pun sebab clinic kosong hehe. Budak arab banyak ponteng sebab nak study. 

Tengah buat extraction 

Balik tu, terus pergi makan and sambung study. Budak medic pun ada exam jugak. So,housemate aku semua buat hal sendiri. Aku tak sempat pun nak reply fb,whatsapp,insta,etc. Sorry semua orang,aku memang risau nak exam je time tu. 

     

[26.3.2015/Thursday] Clinic Prosthodontic and birthday celebration

Pagi tu aku just assist diba untuk JRR complete denture. Lambat gila siap sebab doctor tak tolong. 
Pukul 12 baru gerak dari markaz sihi pergi JUST.Exam pukul 12.30. aku memang dah cuak sebab 
banyak lagi tak revise ni.Masa tu tawakkal je la. Alhamdulillah,sempat sampai before exam start and 
exam pun okay :)     

  

Lepas exam,terus rushing pergi careffour. Teman mira makan and beli barang baking.Balik rumah terus
bake sebab birthday mimi!! haha macam kelakar la jugak sebab cake tu untuk celebrate birthday aku 
sekali. Disebabkan birthday aku dgn mimi dekat, diorg memang combine celebrate dari dulu lagi. Lepas
maghrib, kumpul dekat rumah hanan makan makan. Malam tu,ramai-ramai pergi tengok movie 
Insurgent. 

Birthday Cake Daia and Mimi by yours truly :)

Aku tertido masa tengok movie sebab penat sangat hari tu haha.

Bae ❤

  

[27.3.2015/Friday] Cuti

Yeayyy,finally boleh tidur lama sikit. Petang tu,aku teman diba dengar ceramah president MDSA and try avocado milkshake. tak sangka sedapppppppp ^_^  

Sebabkan macam dah panjang sangat,aku continue pasal gambar grad dekat next post la hehe. 

Winter Holidays 2014/2015

Salam. Wow,lamanya tak tulis dekat blog ni. Dah almost setahun my last post about my life in jordan.

Winter break kali ni sepatutnya dari christmas sampai mid january je. tapi ntah kenapa university aku ni,kitorang dapat cuti extra lagi 2 weeks. untuk aku,extra holiday ni tak best pun. sebab dia kacau kerja aku. clinical requirements banyak lagi tak cukup. bila nyer nak buat kalau clinic asyik cuti je kan? huhu.

Anyway,cuti hari tu aku pergi europe trip dengan diba. 4 countries for 18 days. Balik holiday terus pokai sebab kitaorang pergi tu time peak season. tambah pulak, masa tu ada boxing day. memang kosong la dalam bank hahaha.

1)Amsterdam,Netherland

Diba in front of I amsterdam

Windmill at Zaanse Schans , Netherland

 2)Brussel,Belgium

Atomium, Brussel

Sedappppp. tapi cepat muak sebab manis sangat.

3)London,United Kingdom. 

    Tempat favourite sebab masa kitorang pergi tu boxing day. memang murah sangat. I bought a backpack from accessorize for less than 100 Ringgit Malaysia. the usual retail price was RM200++.

London,U.K

4)Spain - Seville,Cordoba,Granada,Toledo,and Madrid 

Cordoba,Spain

Seville,Spain

Granada,Spain

Toledo,Spain

Madrid,Spain

Madrid. Mall ni 12 km++ from city center. tapi gigih pergi jugak dengan bagpack plus luggage beratII semata mata sebab nak shopping dekat primark haha. nasib baik worth it sbb primark sale time tu ;)

rasa macam dah panjang la pulak post ni. next time kita sambung cerita, byee

12.00 am, sambil tengok snow turun,
bayt kami,Irbid.
hug and kisses,Daia Bahrin. (:

Comeback

Assalamualaikum.

Lamanyaa tak tulis dekat blog. Banyak sangat benda nak cerita but im too lazy to type hehe.

Jadual aku hari ni sepatutnya,
8.15-11.00: Lecture
11.00-12.00: Exam Preventive Dentistry
12.00-12.30: Just-Markaz Sihi
12.30-1.00: Solat,makan,etc
1.00-3.30: Klinik Cons

tapi biasalah JUST kan,pukul 11.20 baru start. Soalan exam pulak,tak leh cakap apa lah.memang susah gila padahal slide dia simple je. Exam pulak sejam,so pukul 12.30 baru bertolak dari just nak pergi markaz sihi. Masa tu memang rushing gila, sampai je markaz sihi terus solat and masuk klinik. tu pun lambat 10 minit,dengan patient dah duduk atas dental chair, aku punya nervous sampai aku lupa nak sign attendance huhu.

Hari ni last appointment aku dgn patient tu untuk Root Canal Treatment. Sepatutnya aku siapkan minggu lepas tapi sebab gigi dia banyak masalah,so tak sempat. Tapi Alhamdulillah,walaupun banyak problem, finally i'm done with my 1st RCT case. yeayyyy!! doctor pun cakap nice and good job,so memang senyum sampai telinga lah hari ni hehe.

Lepas habis clinic,pergi lab Prostho jap nak tengok update final cast complete denture patient aku. Pastu technician tu cakap, aku dah takyah buat apa-apa sebab dia dah TERbuatkan semua kerja aku sampai siap. masa tu semua orang dalam lab pandang aku macam nak makan je sebab sepatutnya kena buat sendiri.hihi sorry everybody. but for me, this is a double happiness.

My life is full of blessing :)

My exams schedule

 This semester has been so tiring and depressing. Please make dua for me and everyone else that will be undergoing midterms and finals to get great marks! In Sha Allah khair.